Thoughts of LoWriter

I'm Sick of Being Sick!

So, I am going to take a moment to whine, even though I am feeling better today.

I am tired of crashing completely dead tired at the end of a hard day of, oh, watching football followed by the extremely stressful activity of watching a movie.

I am tired of randomly being in pain and not being able to do anything fun like go to Duluth or Gooseberry Falls.

I am tired of having to wait to go wedding dress shopping because I feel like crap. And of not being able to get engagement pics taken because I feel like crap. And of not being able to pick out paper for our theoretically super cool invites because I feel like crap. And of not caring what the hell time the ceremony is at, as long as I no longer feel like crap by then.

I am tired of losing weight more slowly than Ben. Grrrr.

I am tired of going to the doctor. I hate the doctor. I never want to go to another doctor again, but oh, joy of all joys, I have at least three more appointments, most likely. And why don't they listen to you? Hello, doctor, I feel like crap, and here are the most likely reasons why. All they want to do is go, "Well, let's run 10 million unneccessary and unpleasant tests to confirm what you just told me." So far, I am 1 for 1. I expect to be 2 for 2 by next week. They should have to give you a refund on all the tests if you end up being right about what's wrong with you. Maybe I will ask that when I go in tomorrow.

I am tired of being sans beer and other alcoholic beverages. It is Okterberfest, which is one of my favorite holidays, and it is also football season, and there is no beer in my Sunday afternoons. I don't need a lot of beers, but I'd like to enjoy A beer with my Vikings.

I am tired of not being able to be held on my right side, damn it. I just want a hug over there again.

I am just plain old tired.

Boooo!

Posted by LoWriter at September 22, 2008 11:12 PM